| Loving every minute of every day that has you in it. 14.03.06 ![]() ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- After several weeks I have turned on the computer and made myself comfortable in the chair in front of it. I used to think I couldn't live without being on my computer all the time. But now I'm on it hardly ever and I realise now, that I have time to just sit here, that I am not missing out on much. I am surviving just fine. But you, dear Diaryland, I have missed. I just want to give you a big hug. So.. lately. What on earth has been going on. My car is fixed. When my parents were here a couple weeks ago, they got it towed to Midas down the street where they decided it was indeed the fuel pump. Over five hundred dollars later, the fuel pump was replaced and my stupid driver's side window was mostly put up. However it is still stuck open like, two inches, which really drives me crazy. But beggars can't be choosers, they say. Speaking of my parents, we had a nice visit. They came late Friday night and stayed through mid-Monday morning. We spent Saturday in town and went to the mall, out to eat a couple times, and my dad had to experience Target Greatland. Then on Sunday we drove to Hollywood and walked Hollywood Blvd. Had Italian gellato, went into a sex shop [!!], took pictures, and spent forever in Sephora. Then we headed to Sunset and spent another bit of forever in Amoeba. The day went downhill when we got lost trying to get back home.. but I told them I didn't know exactly where to go before we even got there so it's not all my fault. But after a while things got better and we had dinner at Claim Jumper. On the way home, it hit my that I was super sick. I woke up the next morning with the worst headache, the worst body aches.. I have ever had ever. So my parents took care of my car for me and left for home early. Kristi and I so got matching tattoos. On the front of our right shoulders. We got little hearts that say "hers" next to it. Mine is in her handwriting, and hers is in mine. They're really cute - I'll post a picture when I'm able to get a good one. Me and this girl are forever. I'm sure all our friends think we're stupid for the tattoos, because they're such a big committment - especially to each other. But I'm not even thinking about anything but her. I don't care how ridiculous anyone thinks our tattoos are, I don't care if people swear it won't work to move in together, I don't care who says it won't last. This girl, she tells me that she wants to live me. And you know, I want to live her too. Every breath, every step, every thought, every movement, every beat of my heart - is all for her and I intend to make it that way for as long as she'll have me. Which is hopefully till the end of our days. Every time I look at her, she just takes my breath away. And holding her body against mine while we fall to sleep - with her hair in my face and our breathing in synch - is the most amazing thing I have ever experienced. I feel I would cease to exist if I ever lost her. Work is still good. I'm at odds with Rudy again. Because he's the biggest shit-talking, drama queen I have ever met. If there isn't any drama he can gossip about, then he's got to create some. So right now I kinda really don't like him. But that's what happens when you get too close and personal with co-workers, I guess. They think they know what your life is all about. Oh well. But we got this client a few weeks ago. He's really the most wonderful thing ever. Okay, actually he's very ornery and is a brat.. but I just completley adore him. I stopped by to bring Kristi some lunch tonight and paid him a little visit where we blew kisses and we had a couple thumb wars - and he totally cheated! And when he puckers his lips for chapstick it's so much the cutest thing.. ever, that it makes me want to steal him. He furrows his little eyebrows at me and squeezes my hands really tight when I tell him to let me go. He's my new favourite client and I just want to keep him forever - but moreso I want to see him get soo better and go home. That is all. He just makes me happy so I wanted to talk about him for a minute. <3 That's it, I guess. Kristi and I are going down to San Diego this week to visit her gramma. It's going to be wonderful to get out ot Bakersfield together. We will listen to music, and I will sing, and we will hold hands and kiss at stoplights - and it will be wonderful. I hope to be around here more often. Thanks for not forgetting me, Diaryland. |
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