I want to see the Science of Sleep. I want a new tattoo, a big tattoo, a lot of tattoos. I just want to play the drum game and Guitar Hero. I want to buy Kristi that camera, and diamonds, and new shoes and everything else she wants. I don't want to go to court on Friday. [it's cause i got pulled over.] I want Tegan and Sara to be done recording already. I want to see AFI live.

I miss listening to music all day, loudly. I enjoyed staying awake all day after work playing Silent Hill and talking to Kristi. I miss my grandmother so deep into my body it makes me ache. I don't want my grandfather to go to China and I really don't want him to come home with a woman. I'm tired. I hate looking at MySpace and seeing various things/people from my past. But there are some things/people I miss from it. [the stewarts, skillet, chai tea, long drives and the bass guitar.]

I hope this is the last marriage and divorce my mom goes through. God, I want to tell her so bad. It's so hard. My favourite scene is when Taka is dressing him in the kimono and armour. It's beautiful. I like Regina Spektor. The new My Chemical Romance album is basically awesome. I hear Ray LaMontagne has a new one too. It's about time to get that. He's about wonderful.

I just want to go to bed. I feel negative and disassembled. I don't know why. TV made me cry. I'm happy with my life though. Just feel kinda down sometimes, I guess. Today I bought Henry and June, it's a beautiful book. And The Confession by Jim McGreevey. I'm looking forward to reading them.

There's no sense to this. It's all random. Pointless. Nothing special. Just talk. Random thoughts, coupling of words. Nothing important. Just bits and pieces of me.
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